Today many thing happen..in the morning i msg him saying tat he lied to meet tat he till gt meet them then he say don hav le..then i say tat there is no one i can trust even my love one..then he is vry sad..he thk tat since there is no trust in us wad the point we together..i was really really really sad..of course i cry..alot alot alot..then when i am crying my head hurt alot..so i went to bang my head on the wall vry hardly..i can feel the pain on my head..i was really sad..i dont trust him is bcos in the past he lied to me alot..tats y i am scare..he does nt understand me at all..i noe that by saying to him tat i don trust him hurt him alot...cos i noe the feeling..i don wish to break wif hime bcos i really love him alot..bt then thing settle we patch bt now..im some how feel tat his feeling for me has change..maybe..he hate me or dislike me..i dono..i only noe i love him..i hav no mood in anything.m parent tot tat i was sick or something..they wan bring me to se doctor bt i refuse..im really really depresed all of my tupid tots has ruined me badly..i don wish this to happen anymore..i will try my bst to trust him ..bco i love him..
+signed off+
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