My heart hurts..

just quarreled with baby.. He again seem to be pms..he has been angry with me for a abit thg..he has got too sensitive..but i shall say that he finds me annoying already..idk y.. I don wish to happen again..i hope it will be the last.. Im crying as though ive just broken up with him..but we have not..and i never want to break with him and i still wan to be his wife..me naive? Idk..my heart hurts..i can nvr imagine if we broke up..i suppose i could kill myself without knwing?? It really hurts.. Before we been tgt, i told myself nvr be in relationship anymore bcos i dw to get hurt anymore and feel the hurt again n again buy 6 mths ltr he came into my life..he promise not to hurt me like how the other guy he promise to give me love forever so i also promise we will give each other to each other and keep it safely..we have been through ups and downs and today is our 25 monthsary and he can told me he dk what was that..i was stab right to my heart looking at what he told me..im afraid i cant take it anymore..but idw to leave him cos i love him very much..im crying rite now typing this blog..my tears nvr stop rolling out..i knw he does not read my blog anymore..bt its ok i jus wanna type out my feelings.. I hope aft today everythg will be back to normal and no more quarrels forever..i hope we will last forever and be sweet forever..shall end here now..happy anniversary baby..i love you.. Tmr will be better!