I hate to cry..

I hate today..i hope tomorrow will be better..i hate this feeling..i hate myself...i dont wish to think alot..but someone is always nagging me around my ear today..finally i say it out..i really wish that you wont let me down u wont hurt me..i don believe in love anymore..but i hope that u can make me change n believe..my mood now..haix..just cant stop thking..feeling sick having flu..haix.. LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!! +signed off+