it really has been really hard for me to gain trust on u le..its difficult..but then, u always expect me to let u go wherever u wan without noeing tat im vry heart breaking n scare..but if i don let u go, u will have to say i control u all that then say i control u..u say i noe how i feel..bt if u really do..can u stop going out with ur friend when is nt even important..i donwan to keep on getting hurt u noe..i say let me gain trust on u slowly..not all at one time tell me u wan go tis go there with ur friends blah blah blah..its really hard for me to accept u noe..u noe i don trust u le..so im vry scare..or is it must make until we break then u happy.. when i say tat u say idk..but then u oso wanted to leave me am i rite..u say u wont hurt me all tat but u always do..the only thg that u could make me happy is stop making me worrying that u will cheat one me one day or lie to me again...stop going out le can..u always say ok lor is u wan angry u continue angry i still go..haix..wat can i do..i gt no choice bt to let u go again..haix...seriously yst i tot tat i wanted to stop loving u slowly le...idk...i don wish to leave u..bt..it really leave me no choice...
today went to work i nvr text u the whole day i kept thking wad u doing where u u gt guai all tat ma..haix..wo jiu shi fang xin bu xia..im really afraid to be hurt again..im sry tat i dont trust u..but its because u lied to me before too..n not once..giv me some time can..n if cn, if nt important don go out can...haix i noe im selfish im sry..bt if u cant..i really dono le..i really love u..give me more time..baby i hope u can ti liang wo..i love u...tmr is our anniversary le..happy 1yr & 5month anniversary<3...well shall end here le..haix..tmr still gt 2.4 sian..
+signed off+
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