im confuse..can u tell me..

Me and baby 1 yr 7 mth anniversary has jus past..we nvr celebrate or meet on that day as he has something more important to do which is his friends birthday...last month our anniversary, it was not good too..i still rmb he left me alone at vivo..then this month we cant celebrate tgt..
Seriously, i dk how is his feelings toward me le..he is being cold to me le..he does not treat me how he used to le..he used to be caring n sweets towards me..but now everythg seems changing..he is like finding me annoying n stuff..i told him tat i miss the way he treated me in the past..he told me he will change n treat me well..bt now, its still the same he still finding me annoying..its always make me thks that he does not love me or care for me all that le..

i miss the time he used to smell my hair, care for me, caring towards me nvr making me hurt..now, even is i cry, he does not care he only scold me n say i only noe how to cry..can someone tell me y..what is happening..is it because we tgt for too long le his feelings for me faded or wad..

i really wan our relationship to last forever..we have made promises tgt n i hope it will not be broken..i hope tat when he says he love me forever, he will really love me forever n nvr leave me..i wish tat he can really treat me like how he use to...i miss the past..i hope everythg will change how we used to like the past..we were soo sweet..bt now..haix..i jus really hope we will last long forever n stay sweet forever too..

u still rm wat u promise me in the past ma? u at my tag box said this its was jus last yr aft u came bck frm hong kong..
baby sorry from today onwards i will be caring for u, love u,be with u forever and wan do alot alot thg tgt with u baby im wrong i really wrong baby u told me this..bt do u really mean it ma..i thk u forgotten le ba..baby i donwan empty promises i wan u turely mean wad u say..udo u really still love me?

baby, u say will we really last? do u really love me? will u treat me well n sweet like last time ma? i hope soo..i really love u forever de..   

051010 forever...
+signed off+