bad friday..

Today its really a bad day..i tot i could spend my day with baby today but did not..every friday me and baby would got to jcube to have our lunch at KFC but when we got to lrt baby told me that he wanted to go to lot one instead but i did not one to. my ez link card already no money le so i tot we could take the train go to jcube eat le jiu enjoy the bus ride home so at least my ez link don have to top up bcos of this we ended vry upset..we went to jcube already then at kfc le baby say he is not eating he gave me that attitude n throw the money to instead of giving nicely.. i to of giving a chance to sit dwn to eat happily but then we nvr i ended up not eating n we just took the bus 105. OTW tot of going home but i dont want to simin asked me to meet her so i agreed i told baby he keep ignoring me he does not even want to see me or talk to me he keep on wear his ear piece thats all i cried all the way then stop baby did follow me went met tgt n go to Ikea as Simin wants to buy her plate. baby did not follow us he just sit outside ignoring me again..i felt really really sad n moody..i tried my best le..aft buying baby did not wait for us he jus walk really really fast leaving me behind. i sms him and asked y he walk so fast he say i take my time he wants to go home. thn simin say she wants to pierce her ear i called baby n told him he just say me off aft tat i was burst with tears in public. i just really to have a good time with baby at least every Friday we could do something..aft tat he went home. aft simin pierce her ear i went home. baby did not text me at all telling me if he reached home le ma. i text him he did not reply i called and a female voice picked up n told me he is sleeping..untill now he did not giv me any reply..haix..

y, y cant he do somethg to make me happy..y does always has to do thg to make me feel tat he donnt love me anymore..he dont let me to anythg for me..he dont want me to help dye his hair or pick up his new spec tgt..and he always told me he does not want to eat when he is with me..haix..y does relationship has to be sweet thn bitter y cant it always be sweet always..y...im always waiting to treat me like hw he used to in the past..will it happen again?...idk..shall end here now..

+signed off+